Doctor stepped out of Tardis and walked towards the very building where it all started...the volts. She managed to pass the security one more time and shortly she was back in the volts but this time all by herself. She was determined not to miss anything this time. It was bugging her more than words could explain and also making her feel stupid that she couldn't figure it out. She wiped the sonic out running it all across the volt then got down on all fours with one of the security guards looking at her weirdly from the outside.

 

"Just checking for details" she lifts her head shortly explaining herself then continuities to crawling across the floor. Suddenly something caught her attention that was not meant to be inside the volt. A very thin line across the floor barely noticeable but when her face was just an inch from the floor, she could clearly see it and follow her fingers down the edges. She stood up and pointed her sonic. Suddenly a click sounds, and the plate popped up from the floor. It was a hatch in the floor. She opened it up and caught the guard's attention

 

"Hey...what are you doing?" he yelled

 

"Did you know that was there? Couse, I didn't know it was there and I'm pretty sure it shouldn't be?"

 

"No... what is it?" he walked inside

 

"No idea but we won't know unless we open it" she ripped the plate off without asking for permission and peaked inside leaning over the edge "It's a tunnel...a long tunnel..." she yelled with her bum sticking up in the air and half of her body inside "Not a well-kept one either" she puffs the cobwebs of her face and comes back up "Wanna have a look?"

 

The guard slumped on the floor and used his flashlight to peek inside "What is this place?"

 

"No idea...you don't happen to have a blueprint of this place?" she asked

 

"We do" he walked out of the volt and opened up the hologram, but the blueprints didn't show that tunnel

 

Doctor lowered herself down into the tunnel and took her sonic out. The man went after her walking the narrow dark tunnel

 

"You don't happen to know anything about the robbery of this volt few days ago, do you?" she asked the man

 

"No, none of the volts were robed. Where did you hear that?"

 

"Mmm...just a rumor. No worries. And was anything ever in it?"

 

"To be honest Doctor we are not familiar with content of the volts. It's not allowed. We only check things like weapons, explosives dangerous stuff. But just plane valuables no"

 

"Do you know who was using it?"

"I don't but there are records you can have a look iff you'd like"

 

"Oh, great. That would be extremely helpful"

 

The tunnel wasn't long after walking about 200 meters down the dark damp place Doctor saw light at the end and sped up her pace. When she walked out, she released the exit was made at the back of what looked like a freezer room

 

What in a name?" she realized that she was in the kitchen of an abandoned restaurant in one of the small alleys. She walked between dusty tables that still had menus on them, taking one of them and shoving it into her pocket. At first glance, there was nothing unusual, and the sonic didn't show anything either.

She suddenly remembered...the date with Yaz. "Oh shoot" her face went white. She completely forgot and panic set in.

 

"Right...well I have somewhere I need to be...oh about an hour ago" she scrunches her face "Just make sure you tell your boss about that shaft will you. And I will definitely wanna see those records tomorrow"

 

She left the man confused and ran out of the restaurant. When she got out, she realized that the Tardis was at the other end. "Shoot... I swear I would divorce myself" she mumbled into her chin and stared running down the street. After a few minutes she finally reached the place where she left Tardis. She flew in and zoomed around the console and in a second she was gone. She parked the Tardis in front of the hotel and ran inside

 

"Doctor?" Ryan looked at her confused as she ran through the door

 

"Not now Ryan" she said quickly and ran off

 

"Yaz...I'm so sorry" Doctor bursts through the door "Yaz?"

 

"You're late" she said walking out of the bathroom wearing a beautiful floor length black dress hugging her curves and tummy beautifully, her hair falling over her bare shoulders in a French braid on the side. The Doctor felt her hearts skip a beat at the sight of her, then she felt them fall to the floor releasing that Yaz had been waiting for her for over an hour

 

"I know I'm so sorry Yaz" she scrunched her face and started pacing around the room "I went to volts and there was this shaft and it led to the restaurant..." Yaz stood in front of her and pressed his lips to hers, cutting her off leaving the Doctor in complete confusion with her eyes still open as she kissed her, she moaned briefly into Yaz's mouth still trying to talk

 

"My lovable dork" Yaz said calmly pulling back and looking down at the Doctor's chest running her hands down her braces then she looked back at her eyes still looking at her confused "You owe me one, now go get dressed" she smiled

 

"I don't deserve you Yaz" Doctor said shortly

 

"Go!... Now..." Yaz points to the bathroom

 

Yaz took out all the Doctor's clothes and laid them on a bed for her whilst she was in a shower. Doctor ran out of the bathroom all flustered only in her boxers. Yaz's eyes trailed down her body and suddenly she didn't feel like going out for a date. She was perfectly happy skipping it and staying in the room. But she pulled herself together and made herself look the other way.

 

"And you took all my clothes out as well" Doctor came up behind her and kissed her shoulder

 

"Noo...please don't" Yaz pulled back and quickly turned around

 

"Whaaa?" she looked at her taken back

 

"No no... just I... you like this..." she points her hand at her practically naked body "You're giving me a head wonk ok" she yelled

 

Doctor stood confused and then started laughing like crazy "I'm giving you a head wonk?"

 

"Yes!!" Yaz covered her eyes with her hand and turned towards the window "Just get dressed will you...I swear my hormones are coming out of my ears"

 

Doctor walked up to the bed shaking her head laughing "It's normal Yaz" she started explaining wiles getting dressed "Many women experience an increased libido late in the first trimester and in the second. And a hypersensitive clitoris due to extra genital blood flow"

 

"OMG shut it will ya!" Yaz yells

 

"You're embarrassed now...Why Yaz?" Doctor said clipping her braces on and walked up behind her moving hair from her shoulder "You don't need to be embarrassed in front of me Yaz" she kissed her shoulder "I love every minute of it. It's nice to be wanted like that and I want to hear it from your mouth. I want to know beautiful" she puts her arms around her and her head on her shoulder "I love you"

 

"I love you too Bighead"

 

"Come on...I'm ready. Let's go"

 

Yaz finally turned and looked into her eyes. She felt herself getting lost in them again. The Doctor kissed her forehead, then the tip of her nose and her lips. "You look fantastic," she smiled

 

"And you look beyond sexy" she straightened her bow tie "Now get me out of this room before it's too late" she smiles

 

"Yes mam" she winked at her and grabbed her jacket of the bed

 

...

 

The restaurant was beautiful and once again Doctor managed to dazzle her to oblivion. Their table was right next to the window and the view was breathtaking. Dimmed lights gave a very romantic atmosphere. Yaz gazed at the Doctor across the table her eyes filled with her. The golden hair falling down just above her shoulders. She released it grew quite a bit in past seven months. She studied every line of her face under dimmed lights and her eyes looking darker, deeper, she felt like they looked straight into her soul. The white shirt peaked underneath lapels of her jacket and visually made her chest quite flat, almost masculine and Yaz found it unbelievably attractive. She loved Doctor's ability to be both feminine and masculine at the same time. Her energy felt the same as if traces of her male existence were still present in some form. It was showing even in the way she moved. Yaz knew her body language inside out and she felt the switch many times she liked that.

She kept thinking about the braces that hid underneath the lapels and Yaz had the urge to run her hand between them down to the hem of her trousers. She found it hard sitting across the table without any physical touch, so she reached across the table sliding her hand between the glasses and Doctor got the message. She smiled subtlety from the corner of her lips and met her in the middle gently playing with tips of her fingers as they were talking. Yaz looked beautiful and radiant. Few strains of hair falling over her exposed shoulders distracted the Doctor, and the curve of her collarbones became more pronounced as the shadow of the dimmed lights fell on them. Doctor found her eyes escaping down the dip of her dress between her breasts which now became fuller in past few months. And she could swear she's put shimmer on her cleavage because the silky skin glistened under the lights. She laughed at Doctor's jokes showing her dimples and Doctor cracked more jokes to keep her smiling. Her smitten gaze never escaped Doctor's eye. Nobody ever looked at her in this way.

 

"Happy?" Doctor asked with permanent grin on her face

 

"This is amazing" Yaz said "thank you"

 

"You don't need to thank your wife for taking you out. Especially when she made you wait for over an hour" she chuckled

 

"Oh, but my wife is lovable weirdo and it's a part of her charm"

 

"Your wife should pull herself together because you deserve better"

 

"Anyone in mind?"

 

"Are you serious? I love my life. Your wife is not to be messed around with"

 

"That dangerous ha?" she raises eyebrow

 

"Yeah, most wanted criminal in the known universe"

 

"Yeah, I'm into dangerous blondes" she laughs

 

Doctor laughed from the corner of her mouth "Can a dangerous blonde ask for a dance?" she laced their fingers together across the table

 

"I thought she'd never ask" she smiled

 

Doctor walked her to the floor and slipped her hand around her waist trailing finger over Yaz's arm and draped it over her shoulder before slowly pulling her closer. Doctor was a good dancer and Yaz let her lead the way. She had a way of gazing at her when they would dance that sent shivers down Yaz's spine. Her eyes fixed on her never leaving, never moving and lips parted just a bit. Then after few circles around the floor she trailed her hand down her spine gently ever so subtle. It amazed Yaz how this woman who was ball of fizzy energy could become so still so subtle.

Yaz gazed back at her sinking into her completely. She trailed her fingers at the nape of Doctor's neck sending shivers down her back. Doctor leaned her forehead against hers never taking her eyes of her. She smiled lightly and Yaz felt her breath on her lips.

 

"I want to kiss you" Yaz whispered twirling a strain of her hair at the nape of her neck between her fingers

 

"I can't tell you what I want to do to you" she flashed a cheeky smile back licking her lips

 

"I want you" she whispered

 

"Shhhh" Doctor pulled apart and swirled her around then pulled her back to her chest. She broke eye contact and brought her head above Yaz's shoulder

 

"I want you too" she whispered in her ear and Yaz shivered

 

"You're driving me nuts" Yaz said into her ear

 

"I would be worried if I didn't" Doctor looked at her smug "Bed?"

 

"Hell yes" Yaz replied relieved

 

She thought Doctor would never ask and few more minutes on the dance floor she wouldn't be able to vouch for herself anymore.

 

The hallway to their room was empty and they were the only ones on it. By the time they reached the door Yaz was exploding. But she would never break the rule. Doctor was dead against public display of affection and even the way they danced tonight was bold for her standards. But when the door shut behind them Yaz was relieved. She had a fire in her eyes and Doctor took a notice, she pulled her hand and slipped arm around her waist wrapping her fingers around her face. Their lips crashed together Doctor's back hitting the door. Yaz pulled the jacket of her shoulders in one single swipe and grabbed her braces with both hands. She kissed the Doctor like tomorrow doesn't exist and run fingers through her hair. Doctor's hands were trailing down her back and her fingers quickly found the zipper of her dress. Yaz leaned her forehead on Doctor's and nervously fiddled with tiny buttons on her shirt in a darkness of the room.

 

"Need help with that Yaz?"  Doctor laughed

 

"Dear god just get it off" Yaz pleaded

 

Doctor laughed and quickly unbuttoned it "Better?"

 

"Much" Yaz pulled it apart and trailed her tongue down her chest unbuttoning her trousers in a same time. Her dress was already on the floor, and she craved to feel Doctor skin on hers. Doctor pulled her up for another kiss and kicked her boots off. Yaz kissed her passionately forcefully. Fire burning behind her eyes. She slipped Doctor trousers down and reached for her hand pinning it above her head. Doctor raised an eyebrow and blinked. She could see where this night was going but it was side of Yaz she was ready to explore. And she was letting her show it to the fullest. It was something Doctor saw a long time ago inside her. That spark behind her eyes, but Yaz had to grow into it slowly. Feel comfortable with it and with herself owning it.

She changed the energy and started kissing her softly and Doctor accepted it. Yaz pinned her other hand above her head trailing lips down her neck and pushed her leg between Doctor's thighs.

"I love you Yasmin Khan" she whispered and Yaz smiled

 

"You're stunning" she said back and released her grip slowly tracing lips down Doctor's chest slumping slowly to her knees trailing her body with her lips and her hands. She pressed a kiss to Doctor's hip reaching the hem of her boxers teasing with her fingers down the line. Doctor bucket and wrapped her fingers in her hair "Yaz" she moaned

She was sliding them off slowly tracing exposed skin with her lips. Doctor moaned loudly tugging on her hair waives of heat surged through her she felt the cold metal of the door on her back mixed with hot breath of Yaz's lips between her thighs. Yaz went through her slowly sending shivers down her spine. She brushed her fingers on her lightly and Doctor shivered under her touch. She felt herself going and Yaz didn't even start. Her knees buckled and she shuddered. Yaz looked up "Did you just?"

 

"Mmm..little...don't" she grabbed the nape of Yaz's neck

 

Yaz smiled "Not a chance" she sealed her lips on her and ran her fingers through her.

Doctor's head hit the door so hard Yaz looked up. She shut her mouth to muffle her moans and grabbed Yaz's shoulder to keep herself from falling, again the bed was close but way too late for that. She felt herself going again. Doctor was strong but keeping herself stable was proving to be a challenge. Yaz pressed her hand on her stomach as if she got the message. Doctor shuddered she felt her cramping around her, but Yaz led her through it. She kissed her hip bone and got up as she felt her starting to wobble.

Doctor kissed her hard her eyes half open, haze running around her she sloped her head on Yaz's shoulder.

She felt her chest moving hearts pumping fast. "Love ya" Yaz smiled and kissed her head. She strokes the back of Doctor's neck pressing her against the door, so she doesn't fall.

Doctor was weak, her legs trembled but night was young, and she wanted Yaz. It was on her mind since the restaurant, and she had to control it. She was good in controlling herself but even she felt herself slipping from time to time.

 

"Was it nice?" Yaz asked still stroking her neck

 

"Are you seriously asking me that?" Doctor razed her gaze "That was...What's that word" she scrunched her face teasing her "It's on a tip of my tongue...aaa yes...Amazing Yasmin Khan" she laughs playfully and kissed her nose stroking her hair..."Bed?"

 

"Mmm definitely" Yaz smiled

 

They stepped over the clothes scattered on the floor. Yaz held her hand leading them towards the bed, but Doctor tugged her turning her around. She wrapped her fingers around the back of Yaz's head pulling her into a kiss

 

"I thought you said bed?" Yaz smiled into her lips

 

"I did" she kissed her short and ran her hand down her spine. Clever fingers unhooking her bra with one hand. Making Yaz wonder many bras did those hands take off. There was something about this night, fire burning in both of them, they were bouncing of each other in a perfect way. Maybe this is what happens with time she thought this amazing feeling and it was this night out many spent in Doctor's arms that Yaz released how she no longer found Doctor intimidating, she was simply hers.  Someone who's body she knew as well as her own, someone who's touch felt as a part of her, and who's lips made a permanent home on her own. And even dhow there were many layers of the Doctor's past still unknown to her, it was this layer that she knew the most that belong to her completely and she belonged to it utterly. She didn't know when it happened, it was slowly over time them finding a place within each other like the river grazing itself into the rocks finding its place setting the flow it's how the two of them slowly found a way within each other.

 

Doctor kissed her slow, very slow. Running lips over her neck and her shoulders. Her hands trailing every part of her slowly, gently wrapping themselves around her like cotton sheets.

Yaz climbed the bed and kneeled pulling Doctor's hand to follow her and kissing her passionately. She ran her hands down her chest and fingers threw her hair "Do something" she said inches away from her tucking strains of hair behind her ears

 

"What beautiful?" Doctor asked between the kisses

 

"Do something you never did before"

Doctor pulled back confused her hand still wrapped around her neck "What do you mean Yaz?"

 

"Take me like you would if you were a man"

 

"Whaaaa?" Doctor twitched not quite sure if she understood that request

 

"I'm serious. I wanna know"

 

"Yaz...I..." she got all confused

 

"I want to know"

 

"Yaz...I'm like missing basic parts you know"

 

She giggles "I know...but that's not what I meant silly...I just...I want...Never mind...I'm sorry" Yaz looked down suddenly embarrassed she asked, feeling silly about herself, and felt like she's put Doctor in uncomfortable position

 

"Hey...Yaz...look at me" Doctor put a finger underneath her chin and raised her gaze "Don't be embarrassed...It's fine"

 

"No... it's not...Look I'm sorry I just messed this up. Forget I ever said that please" she wanted to leave but Doctor pulled her by the hand

 

"No... I'm not Yaz...We're having this conversation now. I'm not upset with you beautiful. I'm just confused what you want me to do. Please...tell me"

 

"I just...I..."

 

"Please...I need you to say these things Yaz" she wanted to touch her face, but Yaz pulled away

 

"Noo...forget it, please I'm an idiot"

 

"Yaz..." Doctor grabbed her chin fixing her eyes on her "Don't ever say that. You're not and idiot. If there's stuff you want, I want you to say it...it's important...really important. This isn't all about me you know. Please don't let me beg because I will. And I can't believe I'm saying this but for you I will Yaz...please...I don't understand honey"

 

"It's just...You were a man before? Like many times"

 

"Yes, darling I was"

 

"And you well...and you did stuff differently"

 

"Yes and no...."

 

"I just wondered...if you were still a man...how would you be with me. But obviously without...you know...And don't finish that sentence please because I'm gonna die"

 

"Ok" Doctor laughed "I won't...But I do want to know why you wanna know that darling"

 

"Because it's a part of you. You're a woman now but it's a part of you still in so many ways. It's your past and it may be your future. I just want to feel it. I want to understand it. Does that sound stupid? Probably it does"

 

Doctor moves closer to her and cups her face "No it's not stupid, and don't ever say that Yaz, nothing you ever say is stupid. It's actually amazing"

 

"Whaaa?"

 

"You are truly remarkable you know. And yes, it is a part of me darling a big part of me, it is all me Yaz" she took her hand kissing her knuckles and ran a thumb over her cheek "I love you. More than anything in this world"

 

"I love you too"

 

"I want you to know me Yaz...all of me...I already said this to you. Whatever part of me you want is yours for taking. And I'm sorry, I was just taken back I got confused"

 

"I'm so sorry"

 

"Don't say sorry. You have nothing to apologize for. Come here you" she pulled her in for a long kiss and pulled apart just a bit leaning her forehead against hers "I can try do my best without essentials...we just see how it goes. But I assure you it's not that different, just a little bit" she smiles

 

"You're really gonna do this?" she smiled at her

 

"I would do anything for you Yaz" she pulls back puffing a strain of hair off her face and runs fingers through it "So am I manly enough for you darling?" she smugs

 

Yaz giggled like a kid and trailed her hand down her chest "The sexiest man alive" she raises her eyebrow

 

"I think I was sexy" she smirks "Well in my younger versions anyway. Alright, well..." she rubs her palms together fidgeting a bit looking around the bed

 

"What?" Yaz asked confused

 

"Give me minute...need to think how we're gonna do this...this isn't that easy you know...given the lack of stuff you don't want me to mention"

 

Yaz giggled "Alright...think away just don't take too long I'm getting cold"

 

"Oh, I'll warm you up don't worry about that" she smugs "Right I think got this...sort of...kinda...Trust me?" she looked at her one more time under the eye

 

"Are you kidding me?" Yaz laughed "Lead the way Doctor"

 

"Right...Mmm...here goes me embarrassing myself for the rest of my regeneration"

 

"I'm sure you won't" Yaz smiles

 

"Nervous?" she scrunched her face

 

"Not with you babe"

 

She smiles in relief "Brilliant..." then her face went serious, and she brought her hand back to Yaz's face running her thumb gently over her cheek then wrapped her fingers around the back of her neck with the other hand pulling her close to her lips "So we're doing this wife?"

 

"We are husband" Yaz laughed and closed the gap kissing her passionately

 

Doctor kissed her for a long time trailing her hands over her back then ran her lips down her neck and shoulders lowering her to the mattress trailing her lips over her breast bringing one of her hands above her head pinning it gently to the pillow. Yaz was gone, her body arching following her lips and her hands. Doctor trailed her hand across her breast and down her stomach pressing it between her thighs over the cotton of her underwear. Yaz moaned quietly twisting her hips and Doctor took her lips into her own one more time before sloping down between her thighs slipping her underwear down her legs, kissing the soft skin of her inner thigh then draped her legs over her shoulders. Her hot breath hit Yaz's skin before soft lips pressed themselves onto her. She quivered reaching for her hands lacing their fingers together. Doctor took her slowly, passing through her gently.

And Yaz melted into every passing, quite moans leaving her mouth lingered in the air. But then Doctor pulled back kissing the inside of her legs.

 

"Come here darling" she pulled her hand and lifted her up kissing her one more time gently stroking her face then guided her to turn around and lean on her chest. She trailed fingertips down her arms making Yaz shiver under her gentle touch.

Yaz was floating leaning on her chest her eyes closed feeling gentle pressure of her lips tracing down her shoulders and her neck and her hands traveling down every curve of her body. Doctor was moving differently, her energy changed, her touch slightly different but it was still her and Yaz let herself be guided. She had no idea where it's heading but she loved every minute so far. Doctor's hand was gliding down her stomach and then preceded on the inside of her thighs. Yaz moaned as she passed through her, her back arching, Doctor's fingers wrapped around her neck and lips trailing down her earlobe. "I love you Yasmin" she whispered softly and Yaz sunk into the abyss. She turned her head and found her lips kissing her slow and gentle moaning quietly as Doctor's fingers went through her she rocked her hips following her hand. But Doctor pulled away again.

 

"Mmmm" Yaz grabbed her wrist complaining

 

"I will" she said softly kissing her shoulder "But it's a bit different this time" she finished by kissing her cheek and smiled then ran her hands down both of Yaz's arms lacing their fingers and pressing hands down to the sheets sliding them forward seamlessly maneuvering Yaz across the bed nudging her with her hips to slope forward until her head was on the pillow and hips up in the air still pressed to the Doctor's back. She started pulling away from her hovering above her trailing lips between her shoulder blades and down her spine followed by her hands gliding all across her curves cupping her breast and running down her stomach. When Doctor pulled away completely behind her Yaz felt unusually exposed, but Doctor's lips pressed on her lower back and her hands were still here. It felt unusual not seeing her, but Yaz knew she was still there. "I'm still here beautiful" she kissed her hips then hovered above her kissing her earlobe "You're beautiful" she spoke softly "May I have you this way?" she whispered and wrapped her fingers around her neck pressing lips to her cheek

 

Yaz felt tingles going down her spine "You can have me however you want" she whispered

 

"You're absolutely gorgeous" she said softly and ran her lips down her spine making Yaz shiver under her touch hot breath tracing her skin until she was again behind her, and she felt her hand trailing around her hips. Doctor twitched and took a big breath tiny bit nervous herself and pressed her lips to Yaz's lower back.

 

"You alright darling?"

 

"Stop asking me" she said shortly, and Doctor couldn't help but chuckle she pressed her lips to her hip again and ran her hand between her thighs

 

"OMFG" words escaped Yaz's mouth and Doctor almost died trying desperately not to laugh

 

"Shhh...potty mouth" she teased her fingers over her making Yaz press her face into the pillow moaning low and twisting sheets in her fists. She forgot her bum was essentially up in the air with the Doctor having a graphic view. Not like her face was never there but this time it was on display.

 

"Please...stop teasing me" she begged

Doctor pressed her lips on her lower back again she felt her hot breath on her spine and her hand between her thighs brushing fingers and her knuckles over sensitive skin. Yaz was goner and she knew she wouldn't last much longer "What do want Yaz? Tell me"

 

"Inside me please" she whispered squishing sheets in her fists and rubbing her face into the pillow. Her back ached as cold fingers went through her she pressed her forehead onto the pillow.

There was something so different about this not being able to see Doctor's face and having to anticipate her every move. Every touch seemed stronger in some way without the visual and she was deep, deep inside her like never before, touching parts of her she never knew were there.

Her hand wrapped around her, whiles other deep inside her, her soft lips trailing her back. She moved slowly setting the rhythm and Yaz followed collapsing into the pillow melted into every touch. As Doctor picked up the pace moans escaped her mouth, she couldn't control any longer, she was running through her like a molten lava burning through her skin.

 

"Fuck" she smothered the word into the pillow and Doctor smiled. She hated swearing but knew Yaz couldn't help it and she was the one making her do it. Yaz was dizzy, legs going num tingles running up her spine she felt herself falling. Suddenly Doctor stopped pulling away slowly and ghosting her fingers through her thighs kissing her hips

 

"No don't...don't you dare" she yelled

 

"Shhhh slowly" Doctor said quietly trailing her hand over her spine "I'm not" she pressed her lips from each side of her hips "You're so beautiful" she said as she went through her again. Yaz moaned and bit her lips as the Doctor picked up a pace again, her other hand wrapped around her pressing against her. Yaz shuddered underneath her, she was gone this time, checked out, feeling dizzy as heat coursed through her and Doctor led her through it until she slumped, and Doctor pulled away.

She laid her on her side and pressed herself onto her back trailing her hand down her arm and kissed her shoulder softly. Yaz slowly came around and turned towards her

 

"Hey beautiful" Doctor smiled and kissed her gently "You alright?"

 

"Mmmm...dizzy" she smiled

 

"Head wonk?"

 

"Big one. I'm cold"

 

"Oh, sorry love" Doctor grabbed the covers and threw it over them then pulled Yaz as close as she could draping her leg over her hip "Better?"

 

"Much better" she kissed her slowly, gently tucking her hair behind her ear "That was nice"

 

"It was?" Doctor asked suddenly feeling unsure if maybe she let herself run with a passion to high

 

"Yes? Of course, it was? It was beautiful"

 

Doctor sighed relieved as if a ton of bricks fell of her back.

 

"Why wouldn't it be? Didn't expect it" she giggled "You never did that before"

 

"No, I didn't" Doctor took her hand and kissed her fingertips

 

"Why not?" she asked confused and in way so innocent it made Doctor's heart sink. Yaz loved her so much and trust she had in her had no limitations but walking a line was Doctor's responsibility. She wanted Yaz to be the owner of her passion to explore her own limitations and know herself, be able to express it and vocalize it. And as far as the Doctor was concerned what they had was forever and she wanted them to navigate this path together.

 

"It wasn't the time my little head wonk" she kissed tip of her nose again

 

"What do you mean love?"

 

"Iff, I did that before it would scare you Yaz, you wouldn't feel comfortable not seeing me like that and not to mention being exposed like that. Knowing you, you'd probably let me do it but that wouldn't be fair to you"

 

"I liked it dhow...a lot" she giggled "And I trust you with everything love. You always make feel beautiful and you're always so loving and gentle"

 

"But I also trust you to tell me if you don't like something"

 

"Babe...You're kissing me, loving me...OMG...making me feel like I'm the most beautiful woman in a world. And more I'm with you more I feel that way. How in god's name can that be wrong?

 

"Mmm"

 

"Darling...I want to know you...I really do...I'm not scared of you I never was. Intimidated yes definitely because I had no clue what I was doing, and I felt like an idiot half of the time. Sometimes I still do. And you...Well you...you were even a man for God’s sake. Like how the hell do I ever top that" she laughed "But I couldn't ask for a better teacher" she smiled cheeky

 

"Teacher Yaz?" Doctor cracked up laughing

 

"Yap...Everything I know is from you...and you're always so wonderful with me. And this...this was awesome"

 

"It was?"

 

"Yes silly. It was different...you were different. You felt different, stronger more powerful and moved differently but it was you" she brought her hand to Doctor's cheek "It's what I wanted to feel. And it was beautiful" she said softly, and Doctor finally felt at ease "I wouldn't want it all the time because I love to see you as well, touch you, see your eyes kiss you wiles your inside me"

 

"I know beautiful me too, can't not kiss you. I want to kiss you all the time" she pulls her in more kissing her gently

 

"All over?"

 

"All over my beautiful wife"

 

"Did I tell you recently how much I love you?"

 

"Nope...definitely not"

 

"I love you till the end of time"

 

Doctor gulped, her eyes tearing glistening in a dark "Oh Yaz, till the end of time my love" Doctor kissed her gently for a long time then Yaz tucked her head into her neck breathing softly into her skin. Doctor stayed awake for a while running fingers through Yaz's soft hair. and they fell asleep curled up together.

 

It was dawn and Doctor sneaked out of bed quietly. Yaz was sound asleep, and she left a note on a pillow just in case. But deep down she was hopping she won't wake up before she was back. She carefully closed the door and locked it with a sonic.

 

Two hours have passed, and Doctor hovered over Yaz. She was excited her hearts beating fast. She had a smile right across her face

 

"Yaz...sleepy head wake up love" she said gently running finger down her nose

 

"Mmmmm...Why? It's early"

 

"Because I have to show you something and I will totally explode if you don't wake up"

 

"Whaaa?" Yaz popped her eyes open "What are you talking about?"

 

"Come on get up.... Close your eyes"

 

"If, I close my eyes I will fall asleep standing"

 

Doctor rotated her legs over the edge of the bed and pulled her up to sit. She was literally hopping on one place and couldn't keep still

 

"OMG love what's going on"

 

"Come on up, up" she covered her eyes with her hand and helped her to get up

 

Yaz started giggling " What are you doing...What's going on here?"

 

"There" Doctor smiled literally from ear to ear and moved her hand

Yaz woke up in a split second her eyes open wide.

 

"You whaaaaa!!! Nooo waaay...no...no you didn't"

 

"I did" Doctor smiled, she was shaking herself from excitement

 

There was a cradle by the window and Yaz though she was dreaming. The same beautiful cradle her eyes glued on through the store window. It was right there in front of her in the middle of their room. Yaz stood bolted to the floor her chin started to wobble and tears rolled down her cheeks.

 

"Happy?" Doctor asked hopping on one place in

anticipation

 

"Happy? Happy?" Yaz said barely managing to speak. She grabbed Doctor's face squishing it in her hands "You beautiful, perfect, wonderful woman...I bloody love it!" she pressed her lips on hers "And I love you so much" she showered her with hundreds of kisses all across her face

 

"I love you too Yaz and I'm sorry I didn't think of it before. I'm so sorry I'm so dizzy"

 

"Stop...just stop" she tucked hair behind her ear "You're beautiful absolutely beautiful. And you're perfect for me"

 

"Wanna have a look" Doctor jumped of the ground. She couldn't wait to show her everything

 

Yaz circled the cradle and it felt surreal. She ran fingers on the edge and over the fabric inside. She was almost afraid to touch it. It's where their baby will sleep, she thought. Right there inside and it felt like a dream.

 

Doctor was zooming around explaining every function.

"It took a while to assemble. I was hoping you wouldn't wake up. See look it has a music, loads really...not sure I know all of it...probably none of it. And this look Yaz heartbeat...only one but then you only have one so that's fine. And you can change the temperature and then there's this" she pressed the button and holograms popped up scrabbling in the air "Ups....well that's too many I need to look at that... I did something wrong there" she bent down to look and saw Yaz wasn't present "Yaz? You Alright?"

 

"No...no I'm not babe"

 

"What's wrong beautiful?" she got up worried and wrapped her arms around her "Iff it's too much I can return it"

 

"Shhhh..." Yaz put finger over her mouth and sighed "It's perfect absolutely perfect...babe this is it...isn't it? We're having a baby"

 

"Blimey Yaz...I though you don't like it" she wrapped her hand at the back of her head and pressed her on her chest "Yes love we are...we are having a baby