Chapter 28

 

 

 

Cold northern winds swept through the garden, bringing with them rain that lasted all night, and dark clouds obscured the moon and stars. But the ceiling of the bedroom glimmered from a small lamp, and shadows played across Yaz's bare back. Alex lazily traced them with her finger over her silky soft skin and dotted her lips down her length, adoring every inch of the other woman. 

Yaz hummed contentedly, ruffling the pillow under her head. She was enjoying the cool feel of the cotton sheets on her bare skin and her wife's gentle hands running down her curves for the past half hour. 

 

"I'm so happy you don't need to work tomorrow" she smiled. 

 

"Me too, it's been exhausting having every working Saturday, but I took a lot of time off this year, I can't complain," she said, kissing the back of her neck and resting her head in the hollow of her lower back. 

 

"Suppose not...We can sort out the house at the weekend?" 

 

"Definitely...and perhaps...maybe...go get a Christmas tree?" She grinned cheeky and traised her finger down her back sending shivers down her spine. 

 

Yaz giggled "We could...definitely could.... And I can take you to that new restaurant I was telling  you about...finally" 

 

"Mmmm...Christmas shopping date night. I like that" she chirped dropping kisses down her spine. 

 

"I'm cold...C'mere charmer." 

 

Alex sat up and pulled the duvet off the floor then snuggled up to her. 

 

"That's better...You're so cold" she remarked running her palm over Alex and pressed a kiss to her forehead. 

 

"I don't feel it.... Mmmm...this is nice" she relaxed on Yaz's chest as the other woman closed her arms around her. 

 

"It does feel like we've been running a marathon recently." 

 

"It does, and now I just wanna relax and have a lazy winter." 

 

"Lazy winter, fine with me. We've got a con in two weeks." 

 

"Do we now?" Alex chuckled "Let's hope Ollie gets better." 

 

"He better, I can't not have my Davros...I can’t wait...It's gonna be so much fun." 

 

"I'm gonna be bobbin along all confused" Alex laughed. 

 

"Lost behind the TARDIS" Yaz burst out laughing. 

 

"More like lost in time and space amongst you lot." 

 

"You silly sod...We need to get you all dressed up" 

 

"Oh, my days...what did I agree to" she laughed into her chest. 

 

"You're gonna be the most adorable Time Lord" she squeezed her and popped a kiss to her hair. 

 

"Right..." she scrunched her face looking up at her "The most confused one, that's for sure." 

 

"Whaaaa? What's the cute face for?" She smiled. 

 

Alex smiled silly bringing her hand to the back of her neck pulling her into a kiss then wiggled settling comfortably back in her arms. She reached for her hand and played with her fingers. Finally, her mind settled from all the stress, and she started to feel herself coming back. As much as she put up a brave front, somewhere in the back of her mind she was still feeling restless until recently. Somewhere deep inside she also felt anger for her father tinting that which she held so precious in her heart. 

 

"We could put the wallpaper up in the nursery" Yaz said breaking her trail of thoughts, and she was grateful for it. 

 

"Uuuu...not sure we know how to do that Yaz." 

 

"How hard can it be to stick the paper on a wall babe?" 

 

"I dunno...suppose we could try...But that pink has to go first." 

 

"Oh definitely...Looks like unicorn farted up that wall.” 

 

Alex burst out laughing "It does. We can put our photos on the wall" she looked up smiling. 

 

"Yes, we can...and where do want them? Any ideas?" 

 

"Maybe up here in the hallway? I don't want those downstairs they're private." 

 

"I agree ...just for you and me. Now we have the wedding as well." 

 

"We do...They're so pretty." 

 

"They're stunning, I want the one of you and me on my desk. The one by your mums’ roses. I love that one." 

 

"We can have it done tomorrow. Maybe find a nice frame when we're out." 

 

"I'd love that." 

 

.....

 

 

They got up early, had breakfast at home, then quickly got ready and went shopping. Yaz was driving. Which was probably a good idea considering Alex was super excited about buying a Christmas tree. 

 

"Right, so wanna hear what we need to get?" Alex opened up her puppy notebook and wiped out a fluffy flamingo pen then put on her reading glasses which will never stop making Yaz laugh. 

 

"There's a list?" She laughed. 

 

"Of course, there's a list Yazee.... I'm too excited and I don't wanna forget anything." 

 

"Alright" she laughed "Shoot." 

 

"Right" she cleared her throat like she is in a school play "Christmas tree....of course" she smiled "lights for the tree, we need some decorations, cause we've got none, It don't need to be expensive, we're gonna add to them with time every year, reef for the door, and I thought we get some lights for those bushes outside...that would look pretty...also some nice candles and I thought we get something pretty for Prems room" 

 

"Alright, that seems a reasonable list...what color?" 

 

"Dunno...we will see when we get there what they have..." 

 

"Cool...oh...oh write down glue for the wallpaper and a scalpel for cutting." 

 

"Right" she nodded adding it in "Roller!!" She jumped "We almost forgot, how the hell are we gonna paint”? 

 

"Fingers" Yaz laughed "How much is this all gonna cost?" 

 

"It shouldn't be a lot sweet pea, it fits in a budget for renovation and it's cheaper than paying someone to do it. That's why we can afford Christmas stuff...So, whiles we're there, do you need anything for your room?" 

 

"No babe I'm fine." 

 

"You sure Yazee? You mentioned something about the pad, something for your computer?" 

 

"Oh...Neah...I need a new glove for drawing babe but we're not gonna find it there.” 

 

"Oh, What do you want for Christmas?" 

 

"You" she grinned. 

 

Alex laughed "You have me...what else." 

 

"You in a big bow" 

 

"Yazeeee" she giggled "I'm being serious." 

 

"So am I" she looked at her cheeky 

 

"You have that look..." 

 

"What look?" She laughed "Oh you mean when I just wanna pull up and do you on a parking." 

 

"OMG" Alex screamed "I'm gonna piss myself.” 

 

"I'm not into that...sorry." 

 

Alex choked up laughing "Fuck off!!!! You silly sod" 

 

 

.... 

 

 

As soon as they passed the gate and entered the store, Alex's eyes grew the size of saucers and Yaz knew at that moment that they were in trouble. 

 

"Oh...oh that's just distracting" Alex said pushing the trolley looking around. 

 

"Let's get the tree first then you can have a melt down" she grabbed her sleeve pulling her towards them. 

 

"OMG....OMFG that's stunning...and it's flocked Yazee" she squeaked pointing. 

 

"That's beautiful...waaaw" 

 

"What?...300....300£ for a Christmas tree!!!" Her soul nearly left her body seeing the price. Suddenly all the excitement was drained out of her, and she just stood there completely deflated. 

 

"Whaaaa? Does it spit out the presents as well for that price?" 

 

"I can't get over the price ...Since when is a Christmas tree 300£?" 

 

"And this one 189£...WTF? Who's shopping here, the prime minister?" 

 

"Maybe if we look around somewhere else...I'm not giving 200£ for a tree Yazee, that’s just maddening" 

 

Yaz sighed and looking around "Does it have to be flocked?" 

 

"Nooo, suppose not" she slumped her shoulders "It's just something I always wanted cause we had a plane one at home. But they are all so expensive Yazee, I’m not throwing money away like that." 

 

"Those ones have lights my dear" the older lady leaned into Yaz's ear "But over there they are without so they are cheaper" 

 

"Ooooh" Alex's eyes widened "Really?" 

 

"We just got one, 90£ for almost the same size and with snow" the lady smiled. 

 

"OMG thank you, we're so stupid...Look Alex, it actually says with lights.... right there" she pointed to the sign above. 

 

"Thaaaaaaank youuuuuuu" Alex smiled "I was about to cry." 

 

"I knoooow, what a rip off...and what do you do when they die" the lady remarked "Well, I'm glad I helped...Have a nice day girls." 

 

"You too" Alex smiled "Thanks for that." 

 

"Thanks, that was really sweet" she exhaled relieved "Huh...come on...let's have a look.” 

 

"I almost choked, oooh.... oooh loook at that Yazee" she left the trolley and ran to the tree. Yaz was half expecting her to start hugging it in the middle of the store. 

 

"It's pretty" she giggled "Ylu don't need to cuddle it" 

 

"I doo...I love it...it perfect, and it's not too big...What ya think?" She asked excitedly, eyes open wide like a kid. 

 

"Hmmm...not sure.... Could be better." 

 

"Oh" she slumped "You think? ....I mean...Yeah like 300£ better...suppose we go some place else" 

 

"Got ya!" She laughed. 

 

"What? ...Oh....you.... aaarhhh..." she squirmed. 

 

"Go on, park that in a trolley...Your face" she couldn't stop laughing as they lifted the box. 

 

"You're such a meany" she pouted "I'll so get you back." 

 

"Oh, yeah" 

 

"Just wait and see" she laughed. 

 

"I'm already shitting myself." 

 

..... 

 

 

An hour later and 300 m of Christmas lights later Alex stood in front of the shelf with decorations overwhelmed and lost. 

 

"Babe, come on...cream or gold?" Yaz held a box in each hand dangling the decorations. 

 

"I don't knoooow" she whined looking utterly desperate. 

 

A part of Yaz found this utter despair over something as trivial as Christmas decorations irresistibly cute. 

 

"I can't make up my mind. What do you want?" 

 

"Food" 

 

"Sooorry...I'm really sorry.... come on pleaseeee help me...which ones do you like?" 

 

"Honest...." 

 

"Yes honest" 

 

"Nether" 

 

"Whaaa?" 

 

"They're tacky and I fucking hate them..." 

 

"They are a bit, I must admit.... But we need to buy something." 

 

"Yeah, but not this...I've got an idea." 

 

"What? I'll take anything right now I can't think. There's too much stuff, my brain can't cope." 

 

She left the boxes on the side and walked over to her grabbing her hands "Hey, listen...focus." 

 

"Ha?" She replied as her eyes aimlessly roamed around the shelves feeling like she was about to cry. 

 

"On me, focus on me babe." 

 

"Oh, sorry...tell me" she turned. 

 

"Listen, we can buy those pinecones we saw back there, like loads of them and there's a section with arts and crafts. They have little bottles. And you looove little bottles." 

 

"I do...but on a Christmas tree? How's that gonna work?" 

 

"Well, We can fill them with glitter and write our wishes on stripes of paper and stuff them inside, like a message in the bottle thing. Then one day, 10 years down the line we can open them and see what came true" 

 

"Noo way, OMG I love that" she jumped squishing her face between her palms and popped a kiss to her lips "I really, really love it. That's just so perfect." 

 

"Good" she laughed "And since when are we snogging in the middle of the store?" 

 

"Since now.... since right now Yazee...I'm so excited about this I can't help it." she hopped like a kid making Yaz laugh 

 

"Alright silly billy...We can get some bows and I saw over there some little birds and squirrels they were only 50p each we can pop them all over the tree." 

 

"See, that's why you're a designer...." she hooked her arm in hers "Honest Yaz, you're way under paid and underappreciated" 

 

"No babe, you're just way too much into me and you'd admire any shit that comes out of my brain...Which is sweet, and I need it...but still" 

 

"Mmmmm....I really hate when you talk about yourself like that." 

 

They loaded the trolley, got a beautiful vintage green ribbon for bows, little snowy owls, and birds. Alex found bunches of small red berries, so they got a few of those too. With her heart in its place and Alice reindeer headband jingling on her head, Alex pushed the trolley toward the till. Then suddenly she stopped so abruptly that Yaz smashed into her. 

 

"What the..." she could see her eyes fixated on something across the store "What?" 

 

"That...look...it's perfect Yazee" 

 

"What is ?" She was trying to figure out what she saw. 

 

"The reef Yazee, for the door!" She said quickly and zoomed across the shop leaving Yaz by the trolley then grabbed it waving it in the air ecstatically "Look...it's perfect." 

 

Yaz shook her head laughing. 

 

.... 

 

"Soo, happy?" Yaz chuckled as they drove to finally get some food. 

 

"OMG am I... I just can't wait to put everything up now. Thanks for having patience Yazee.  I know I’m a nightmare sometimes." 

 

"You're cute...Right, fooooood...I'm starving." 

 

"I must admit I could do with some as well. So, where is my wife taking me?" She grinned intrigued. 

 

"You'll see, It popped up on my Insta, it looks really good." 

 

 

....

 

 

Yaz parked up and reached for her hand as soon as they got out of the car. 

 

"It's just around the corner from here" she pointed. 

 

"We hadn't had a date night for a long time." 

 

"Is that a request?" 

 

"Might be" she smirked. 

 

"Alright Alex Sigma, I'll take you on a date." 

 

"Cheese date?" She laughed. 

 

"OMG" Yaz burst out laughing "Nooooo...I'm honestly never gonna get over that one...I'm taking you somewhere really fancy.” 

 

"Like really posh?" She laughed. 

 

"Yeah...so you can put on that fake accent, and we can get dirty later." 

 

"OMG" she burst out laughing. 

 

"Here we are..." she tugged her hand and pushed the door open. 

 

"Oooh...this is cute." 

 

"Yap..." she smiled "I called, and they said we didn't need the reservation, so let's find a table" 

 

"I'm sorry baby, but I really have to pee” Alex squirmed pointing awkwardly towards the sign 

 

"Go." 

 

"I'll be quick..." she turned around then stopped "Oh, Yazee...window if they have." 

 

"Sure...go" she rolled her eyes giggling then focused on finding a nice table. It was before the actual lunch time, so it wasn't as busy. 

 

The restaurant wasn't big either, rather small and cozy, and Yaz was keen on having a nice hot meal as the smells from the kitchen hit her nose. After looking around for a moment, a young man spoke to her behind her. 

 

"Can I help you ma'am?" 

 

"Oh, hi" she turned "Looking for the table for two please, preferably by the window.” 

 

"I think we can manage it. Are you first time here?" 

 

"Yes, I saw your add and I read some nice reviews so I thought I bring my wife here" 

 

"That's nice...Here we go....one table, window view. Would you like the menu?" 

 

"Yes please" 

 

He left and soon returned with menus. She decided to wait for Alex, and in the meantime enjoyed watching the people passing by on the street. 

 

Alex was standing by the sink. She wiped her hands and took out her toiletry bag. 

 

"Alex!" The woman chirped behind her. 

 

"Janet, OMG what are the chances."

 

"Almost didn't recognize you in your normal clothes" she laughed. 

 

"I knoooow, I can blend in with the crowd avoiding people I don't like" she said then squirmed embarrassed "...Oh...Sorry...that just came out wrong, didn't mean from you, that didn't sound right" 

 

"Chill out I get what you mean...So what are you doing here? Apart from eating obviously?" 

 

"Oh, I did some shopping with my wife and we came to get something to eat. We got a Christmas tree for the new house.  You?" 

 

"Just Saturday with mum. It's our day." 

 

"That's nice. I miss that with my mum...and my family...Hey, wanna meet my Yazee?...If you want obviously" 

 

"Yes of course I do Alex" she laughed 

 

.... 

 

"Yazee" 

 

Yaz jolted from daydreaming "Oh, sorry...I was...never mind." 

 

"Yazee this is Janet, my new mate I was telling you about, Janet my Yazee" 

 

"Oh, hi..." Yaz got up "Nice to meet you" 

 

"Nice to meet you to Yaz, finally" 

 

"Would you like to join us or you're..." 

 

"Oh, no thank you. I'm here with my mum. But thanks, I appreciate it. I just wanted to meet you cause Alex always talks about you." 

 

"She talks about you too. I'm glad she has a new mate. 

 

"Oh, Janet..." Alex blinked "I'm so stupid I completely forgot. At some point, not sure when but we're planning a small housewarming party. I'd love it if you would come..." 

 

"Absolutely...count me in" 

 

"Aaaa...Goodie" 

 

"Alright, I'm gonna leave you girls to enjoy your meal. First time here?" 

 

"Yap" Yaz nodded. 

 

"Best butter chicken ever and garlic naan to die for." 

 

"Cool...thanks" Yaz smiled. 

 

"Well, enjoy yourselves...I'm glad I finally met your wife" she nudged Alex with a wink. 

 

"Me too" she said proudly. 

 

"See ya" 

 

"Se ya" Alex gave a little waive. 

 

"Nice to meet you Janet" Yaz said as she sat down again "She seems nice." 

 

"She is nice, nice to have a mate at work. Oh, hope you don't mind me inviting her, I just said it and I didn't think..." 

 

"Chill out babe...it's a party and not like you ordered a stripper.” 

 

"I think we would have a lot of explaining to do" she laughed. 

 

"Not to your family" she burst out laughing. 

 

"Mmm...you're probably right. My mum went to a strip club for her 60th" she said casually opening the menu. 

 

"Whaaat?" Yaz almost dropped hers on the floor 

 

"Yeah, men strippers though. In Manchester, and you know, all the women in the family and all her friends went...which flattering or not included me as well" 

 

"OMG...what like a family outing?" 

 

"Yeah" she giggled. 

 

"Bloody hell, dirty Alex, what will I hear next, car racing, bike repairing, strip bars...And you seem so innocent.... Just proves, looks can be deceiving." 

 

Alex just laughed like crazy hiding her face going bright red, behind the menu. 

 

"I can't even imagine my mum doing something like that, or anyone from my family.... Or you" she laughed "I'd pay to see that." 

 

"Yeah...it was an interesting experience" she couldn't stop laughing. 

 

"I bet it was...OMG I just can't...Alex watching men strippers...and Charlie...I can't" she choked laughing. 

 

"My mum and my auntie was screaming and whistling like crazy. It was a side of my family I wasn't ready to see." 

 

"I think my mum would put a paper bag over her head." 

 

"That's what I thought about my mum until I saw her in her element. I don't think I'll ever recover from that" she laughed. 

 

 

....

 

 

The afternoon rolled by quickly, it was two by the time they got home. They quickly unloaded everything from the car and changed into work gear. Alex ran downstairs to get paint while Yaz covered the nursery floor. She moved the shelves into the hallway along with some other bits and pieces and unrolled the floor covering, then stood in the empty room whose pink walls made her cringe. In some unexpected way she found herself excited to make it their own and not just indulge Alex in her obsession with the baby as usual. 

 

"Jesus...I think my soul left my body on the fifth step" Alex huffed dumping the paint pot on the floor and rested her arms on it for the moment trying to take a breath. 

 

"Babeee...I told you it's heavy." 

 

"I didn't think it was that heavy" she looked up blowing the strand of hair form her face "Waaw...that looks empty" she said stretching her back "...and very pink" she laughed. 

 

"I can't wait to get rid of it...it's making my brain scream." 

 

"It's gonna look gorgeous when it's done" Alex smiled leaning her head on Yaz's shoulder and closing arms around her. 

 

"You're starting to dangerously rub off on me" she laughed "I was never so excited about badge." 

 

"Hey, I'm excited about your telephone boxes, so what does that say about me" she giggled. 

 

"That you’re starting to be hooked" she laughed. 

 

.... 

 

Being taller Alex took it upon herself to glue the tape around the windows. Her hyper concentration on making it as neat as possible made Yaz giggle. Board waiting, she started glueing pieces of tape on Alex's bum. 

 

"Oi, I'm wobbling up here.” 

 

"Is that how I make you feel Alex Sigma?" She laughed dropping a kiss to her side. 

"Stop that..." she laughed. 

 

"Surely you can multitask babe" she giggled dropping one more kiss to her hip. 

 

"Depends on what I'm having to multitask." 

 

"Ouch" 

 

Alex looked down and winked, smirking. 

 

....

 

By the time it hit five Alex finished rolling the last wall and Yaz was still up on the ladder finishing the last part of the edges. 

 

"I'm almost done" she said. 

 

"You gotta see this Yazee..." She was looking around elated "My god, what a change." 

 

"Done..." Yaz said passing her a brush and the little paint pot then turned looking around quickly before she stepped off the ladder "Fucking hell...it looks great." 

 

"It doooooes" 

 

"It has to dry out before we put the wallpaper on...I'm really thirsty now." 

 

"Let's go down and take a little break, I fancy some crisps.” 

 

"I do need a break I can't feel my hand" she messed around waiving it floppy making Alex laugh 

 

... 

 

"What are you looking for?" Alex asked as Yaz dug through the shopping bags in the living room. 

 

"That roller we bought for the wallpaper....  found it" she said haply and left it on the side then sat at the table and gulped through the whole glass of juice. 

 

"Bloody hell, you are thirsty" Alex laughed and sat on her lap. 

 

"Aha...my eyes were popping out I just couldn't be bothered getting off the ladder.” 

 

She closed her arms around Alex and rubbed her face into her shoulder. 

 

"Sleepy?" 

 

"Mmmm" she hummed. 

 

"We did get up early today." 

 

"I still don't understand where you get all the energy from...But I'm happy we're doing this. I can't wait to see it finished." 

 

"I'm just worried about the wallpaper." 

 

"It'll be fine, I'm sure we can manage" she said with a yawn "Sooo...when are we having your adopted child here?" She giggled into her back. 

 

"Next weekend?" she grinned haply "We need to pick up our kids tomorrow." 

 

"I knoooow...If you want, I'll do that in the morning." 

 

"Alright sweet pea" 

 

"You stay here and unpack. We don't have a lot left. Just those" she pointed to the two big boxes still in the middle of the living room. 

 

"We can put the crimbo stuff up tomorrow" Alex wiggled her bum in her lap wasting through the packet of vinegar crisps. 

 

"We could wriggly worm" she tightened her arms around her and felt Alex melt into her embrace. 

 

.... 

 

"Just hold it like that babe" Yaz said and carefully rolled the first strip of wallpaper onto the wall. She was anxious about it and felt Alex's nervousness jumping off her. She sighed relieved when she came to the bottom. 

 

"Waaaaaw....we actually did it!" Alex chirped excitedly. 

 

"Is it straight? Please tell me it's straight or I'll shoot myself." 

 

Alex squinted critically, taking a few steps away from the wall "Yap looks perfect babe." 

 

"No fucking way? Really?" She jumped to her feet and stood next to her. 

 

"Yap, look, perfect job babe" she gave her high five and smashed a quick kiss to her lips. 

 

"I can't fucking believe it." 

 

"You can't believe it? You were the one convincing me we could do it." 

 

"Honest...I was bluffing" she laughed "And hoping for the best." 

 

"Whaaaa??" 

 

"Yeaaaah...I had to Google it." 

 

"You little fucker" Alex tickled her. 

 

"I just wanted us to save money. And it's fun" she laughed. 

 

"You little liar..." Alex poked at her tickling her. 

 

"Aaaa...no tickles...no no...aaa...fucker" she screamed trying to get away as Alex grabbed her waist from behind swinging her across the room and they both tumbled to the floor "You silly fuck" she laughed squished underneath her "Get off!!" she yelled smacking her bum. 

 

Alex rolled onto her back, pissing herself with laughter, then grabbed her wrist and pulled her in for a kiss, happiness welling up like delirium inside her.  Yaz went pliant giving into it, small broken whimper leaving her lips as Alex's hands went busy trailing across her waist and her back. She broke a kiss with a laugh. 

 

"Listen you" she covered her mouth with her hand as Alex giggled into her palm kissing it "This isn't productive.” 

 

"Mmmm" she nodded laughing. 

 

"Behave..." she giggled. 

 

"Mmm" Alex shook her head and slipped her hand into her jumpsuit grabbing her bum. 

 

"You dirty fucker" she laughed "Did you have a horny pill today?" She laughed moving her hand from her mouth. 

 

"You're cute" Alex giggled "so cute in these" she pulled her shoulder strap with her finger "I wanted to do this all day." 

 

"You're crazy" Yaz laughed and tucked her curls behind her ear "I really fucking love you" she said and kissed her again. 

 

Reluctantly, they parted and continued wallpapering for another hour, then finished it off with a wooden dado rail that Alex had cut with surprising precision. It took another hour to hang all the small pictures and shelves and tidy up the room. Alex hoovered while Yaz washed all the brushes and put everything away. The only thing left to do was to assemble the cot and bring in the large wooden nursing chair along with all the baby stuff Alex had collected over the months since Prem had been staying with them. The room was finally finished, and the two of them were completely exhausted, but content. 

 

The soft evening light fell over the rainbow curtains and illuminated the cot in the corner. It was a small room, but cozy and warm. The smell of wood and freshly painted walls still lingered in the air. 

 

Yaz slumped down the wall and sat on the floor watching Alex as she arranged the story books by color on the small shelf. She couldn't help but feel a pang in her heart as she watched her wife completely engulfed in what seemed almost like a roll play. She stood up and picked up the teddy bear from the floor, then went over and placed it on the shelf. 

 

Alex looked at her from the side with the happiest smile and Yaz's heart dropped to the floor. 

 

"Isn't it beautiful?" 

 

"It's gorgeous baby" Yaz reached out for her wrist and pulled her in closing arms around her waist "I really love you. You do know that my beautiful silly billy?" she hummed bopping her nose at hers playfully. 

 

"Love you too sweet pea" she smiled and dropped a kiss to her lips "We did a great job" she said contentedly turning in her arms looking at the room once more. In every detail, Alex dreamed about a future that no longer seemed like a distant fantasy. 

 

"We sure did" Yaz kissed her shoulder "And now I need a shower and some food" she dropped another one to the side of her neck "And beeed...I'm dreaming about bed." 

 

"Me too, I'm knackered" she giggled and turned around "Shower together?" 

 

"You speak my language Alex Sigma" she laughed tugging on her hand. 

 

...

The chapter continues after the artwork. This artwork has no watermark so its a little free gift from me to everyone who loves Alex. Feel free to download it if you like it.

 

   Alex dragged her feet through the kitchen the next morning. Her dressing gown opened with ties dragging on the floor and bare toes peaking underneath the hem of her pajamas. The multitude of work from the day before was catching up with both of them the next morning. They were bumbling around the house bumping into each other and door frames trying to wake up as they had yet another busy day infront of them. 

Alex made them both some tea and lazily spread butter and jam over some crumpets. 

 

"Breakfast is done sweet pea" she yelled up the staircase. 

 

"Cooooming...oh fuck sake...noo" 

 

"What happened?" 

 

"I just knocked my toothbrush from the sink. It fell down the fucking toilet." 

 

Alex laughed shaking her head "Should be a new one underneath the sink, I'm sure I saw one when I was unpacking." 

 

"God that's disgusting" she said taking it out and dumped it in a small bin "I'll be down in a minute." 

 

"Alright baby...don't stress, it's Sunday" she said and returned to the kitchen. She already had a missed call from her mum but decided to pick it up after Yaz leaves. 

 

"Hey..." Yaz walked in still buttoning her shirt "I'm rushing cause mum and dad are going out. Mum just called me.”

 

"Oh, is everything alright?" 

 

"Yeah, just nanny needs some help with curtains so mum's gonna hang them up for her then they'll take her out for lunch." 

 

"That's nice" 

 

"Is your uncle coming?" 

 

"Yeah, he should be here in an hour" she looked at her watch "God I'm tired" she yawned making Yaz yawn as well. 

 

"Alright babe, I have to go." She leaned over kissing her shortly then stuffed a crumpet into her mouth "Werea acaaa keey?" 

 

"What?" Alex laughed. 

 

Yaz swallowed and repeated the question properly "Car keys?" 

 

"In my bag" Alex laughed pointing towards the hallway. 

 

"Alright, see you soon baby." 

 

"See ya" she waived. 

 

Yaz dug through her bag and saw the envelope stuffed on the side. She had a look and saw fancy letters then looked towards the kitchen and opened it up. 

 

"Oh Aleeex" She sighed when she saw what it was. 

 

She returned to the kitchen and stood behind Alex who was washing the plates. 

 

"Alex darling" 

 

"Hey...I thought you left?" 

 

"No, not yet...Wanna talk about this baby?" She slid the envelope across the worktop towards the sink. 

 

Alex looked at it and slumped her arms into the sink "Oh." 

 

"Aleeeex, did you even plan on telling me?" 

 

She turned the water off and wiped her hands then turned "I did ..." 

 

"Really? When baby? This is on Friday" she tapped her finger on the envelope 

 

"I'm sorry...it's just that...it's...I'm sorry...I wasn't hiding it, I know it looks that way" she waived her hand towards the invitation "But I honestly didn't...and that just doesn't sound convincing" she slumped her shoulders 

 

"No, it doesn't" Yaz chuckled. 

 

"It's just that I got flustered when Janet gave it to me, and I shoved it in my bag...and I just..." she exhaled "I'm so sorry" 

 

"Hey" she grabbed her wrist pulling her closer "You panicked?" 

 

"Yeees" she said with a wobbling chin. 

 

"Do you wanna go?" 

 

"Ideally YES...It would be nice it's what normal people do...they go to these things and have fun" 

 

"You are normal baby" Yaz brushed her knuckles over her face the wrapped her hand at the back of her neck pulling her in "C'mere" 

 

Alex slumped her head on her shoulder and wrapped herself around her 

 

"How about we go, and if at any point it's too much we leave? Any point, we can literally make some excuse like traveling early on a Saturday...How's that?" 

 

Alex pulled back pouting her lips and nodded wordlessly. 

 

"Alright baby...we're gonna talk about it later, I have to go now or no cats. It's alright...love ya" she pulled her by the wrists into a short kiss. 

 

"Love you tooooo...I'm so fucked up, I'm sorry.... You mad at me?" 

 

"Don't be silly...It would take a lot more for me to get mad at you...like cheating.” 

 

Alex rolled her eyes "Yeah, I think you're very safe in that department" she giggled. 

 

"I hope so, cause you're a catch" she laughed grabbing her jacket from the work top "See you soon babe." 

 

"See ya.... Love yaaa!" She shouted one more time as she left then exhaled slumping herself on the kitchen top burring her face between her arms. "I'm so fucked up." 

 

Her phone jolted her, and she grabbed it with a sigh "Hey mum" 

 

"Hey baby" 

 

"I was gonna call you just now. I was just waiting for Yazee to leave" 

 

"Where is she going?" 

 

"Just getting cats from her parents" 

 

"Did Tyler come?" 

 

"No, not yet. But he will soon I have to get ready." 

 

"I know he's gonna put the cat flap on Alex but don't let the cats out yet. You have to keep them inside for a few days until they get used to the new house." 

 

"Oh" 

 

"Yes, that's why I called you, cause it popped in my mind you're probably not thinking that." 

 

"Noooo, I wasn't...OMG it's good that you said that. We were literally gonna be like...oh look babies...garden, how cool is that." 

 

"Look, it may be ok, but just in case it's always better to just keep them inside firs few days." 

 

"Yeah, we will, I'll just lock it. It's on a sensor...Not sure how it works mind you" she grabbed the box turning it around "Do you know?" 

 

"No, I never had that.” 

 

"Right, well, I'm sure it must say somewhere. Alright mum...I have to get ready. I look like someone threw up on me" 

 

"I'm sure you don’t." 

 

"Oh, believe me I do. We worked the whole day yesterday, but we got the baby room all done up." 

 

"Oh, did you? Send me pictures. Go Alex, I don't wanna hold you up.” 

 

"Alright mum, love ya" 

 

"Love you too.” 

 

.... 

 

Yaz leaned her back against the elevator and yawned struggling to keep herself awake. She closed her eyes for a moment, almost falling asleep standing up and flinched when the elevator came to a halt. 

 

"Hey sweetheart" her mum opened the door the laughed "OMG what happened to you?" 

 

"I'm knackered, hey dad." 

 

"Hi honey" 

 

"Where's Sonya?" 

 

"Oh, she went to her friends for lunch." Najia said, "Did you finish the room?" 

 

"Yap, it does look pretty I must admit. " she smiled "but honestly, I'm so out of shape. It fucking killed me.... Oh, you already put them in transporters, thanks for that." she kneeled down. 

 

"Yeah, dad's gonna help you down to the car."

 

"Hey stinky, going home finally...God, I missed them. Mum wtf they are all so fat" she laughed. 

 

"Oh, well, I can't not give it to them when they're begging for food." 

 

"I can see that" she laughed "Right, let's get you lot in a car then. Oh, mum...pleaseeee, we're going to Charlie's for Christmas, but only for 3 days, could you pleaseeee just feed them for us. They can stay home."  

 

"Sure, no problem.  Just leave me the keys" 

 

"I've got them" she laughed taking them out of her pocket. 

 

"Oh, do you now." She raised her eyebrow "So you counted on me saying yes?" 

 

"Yeeees" she hummed kissing her cheek "Cause you looooove me." 

 

"Mmmm" 

 

"Ready?" Hakim asked putting his jacket on 

 

"Yap" 

 

.... 

 

The doorbell rang and Alex quickly pulled her jumper over her head and rushed down the stairs. She opened the door and couldn't see anyone, then stepped outside to see a small skinny man in jeans and a leather jacket bending down to inspect her garage. 

 

"Uncle?" She giggled. 

 

"Alex!.." he jumped startled "OMG...look at you" 

 

"Heeeey" she opened her arms and hugged him tight. 

 

"I would've passed you on the street" 

 

"Well, you hardly changed yourself. Little bit of grey hair but that's it." She laughed ruffling his hair. 

 

"You flatter the old git" he laughed. 

 

"Come, come" she stepped back, opening the door widely. 

 

"It's been a long time, what ten years? And look at her, and that hair." He points "suits you." 

 

"More, I think at least 13" 

 

"OMG....too long. How are you honey?" 

 

"Happy, really happy" she beamed. 

 

"I love the house." He said stepping through the hallway. 

 

"It's pretty, isn't it?" 

 

"Very pretty, you've done a nice job. Oh, I see you’re still unpacking" he points to towards the boxes.

 

"Yeah, never-ending" she laughed. 

 

"Sooo....do I get to meet your wife?" 

 

"Probably, she went to get the cats. Her parents were babysitting." 

 

"Good, cause you see that's why I really came over" 

 

Alex laughed "You will, she'll be home soon, it's just around the corner. Come sit" 

 

I need to fix that garage roof for you. Is it leaking?" 

 

"Little bit" she walked into the kitchen "Tea, coffee, beer?" 

 

"Coffee please. I'll come over on Thursday to get it fixed for you, just enough so it lasts till spring. Then we're gutting it completely anyway" 

 

"OMG Thats so sweet, really it’s not that bad. You have to tell me how much this will cost. The renovation I mean." she raised her eyebrow opening the fridge. 

 

"Don't worry about it." 

 

"I am worried about it. We just got a big fuck off mortgage" she laughed "I better not get sacked, or we're screwed." 

 

"And who's gonna deliver those kids then?" He laughed "Neah, you got a really good deal with this house, it would've been stupid not to get it" 

 

"It was...And we were lucky, the apartment got sold really fast. Also, there's two of us now so it's easier.... Still can't belive I'm saying that" she giggled 

 

"Fixed rate?" 

 

"Definitely" 

 

"Good...So, I've been working it out for you." He pulled the paper out of his pocket. "Ready?" 

 

She put the coffee on the bar and sat opposite him. "Yeeeah, hit me with it" she laughed. 

 

He was old school, and it was funny to Alex how he drew everything by hand on a piece of paper. 

 

"So, I figured we do proper isolation downstairs and rase one level upstairs. We can pull off living room, slash kitchen downstairs with the main door and a window at the front." 

 

"That's pretty, I like that." 

 

"Then we shove the stairs here in the corner and upstairs bathroom, one small bedroom just enough to say fit the bed and the wardrobe in, and a tiny kid’s room. And we can keep it in the same style as the house, so it doesn't clash. 

 

"OMG that's perfect." 

 

"Overall key in hand...saaay 30 000?" 

 

"What?" 

 

"Too much?" 

 

"Are you fucking kidding me?" 

 

"No" 

 

"I counted at least 50 grand for that." 

 

"Well, I'm not gonna rip off my nice Alex.” 

 

"Uncleeeee wtf?....How you're gonna pull that off? And where's your money in that?" 

 

"There's plenty money for me in that" 

 

She pursed her lips at him "Oh come ooon. When you say key in hand, surely that doesn't include the bathroom and the floors?" 

 

"Yap, the whole lot." 

 

"Whaa? How? Are we gonna rob Clifton`s?" she laughed.

 

"It can be one option” he laughed “Now it may not be something fancy." he nodded his head "But it's only small Alex, I can manage. It's just few bricks and dry walls, I've got plenty stuff left in my storage, and I figured wooden floors I have a mate who's collecting salvaged wood and I god some tiles left form a previous jobs, you will have to buy toilet, shower, kitchen and those things..." 

 

"OMFG" she jumped off the chair and threw herself at him "I have no words. Thaaaaank youuuu." 

 

"Heeeey, it's alright honey. It's my wedding present, ha?" He tapped her back 

 

"That's one big fuck off wedding present. Look what you've done now" she laughed wiping tears "Are you sure about this?" 

 

"Yap" he kissed her forehead. 

 

"Thank youuuu so, so much. And I don't care if tiles are pink" she laughed. 

 

"Gray actually" he laughed. 

 

"That's fine" she giggled "I like gray" 

 

"We will make do mostly with recycled material. I just ripped out some doors from one house. I know a guy who sells secondhand windows, but they are really good. You'd be surprised what people rip out Alex. Now if you want everything new..." 

 

"Nooo...That's fine, OMG." 

 

"Good...then we can manage, don’t worry. There's gonna be some extra cost with permits and connections." 

 

"We already counted that, that's fine" 

 

"Good. You will have to submit a householder application. There are companies who can do the whole thing for you I can email you few of them you can call" 

 

"Oh that's brilliant.” 

 

"I suggest you start that now because it can take time. And obviously I will email you proper plans not this shit." 

 

"Alright, thank you" she laughed. 

 

"So, if the weather serves us well, I figured we could start in March, and you'll have everything done by May. You'll have to pay in 3 parts so I can pay boys. Is that, ok?" 

 

"Yes, yes...absolutely. We have the money there, just need to release it. That's fine...Waaaaw...." she exhaled. 

 

"If there's something you're worried about or just need me to go with you, just give me call honey." 

 

"That's so sweet, thank you." 

 

"No problem...So, now when we got business out of the way. Can I see the wedding pictures?" 

 

"Sure, of course you can." She laughed "I'm so excited now." 

 

"Are you gonna rent it or?" 

 

"Yes, Yaz's sister and her baby." 

 

"That's nice. It will up your property value, that's for sure." 

 

"Right, not really thinking about that to be honest." 

 

"You should, you never know. Might need more space one day." 

 

"Yeah...just might ha" she giggled. 

 

.... 

 

Alex emptied the last box whiles her uncle was installing the cat flap. She was about to fold it up when she heard the door "Aaaa....my Yazee" she jumped. 

 

"Aleeeex" Yaz yelled from the door. 

 

"Coming" 

 

"Just hold him" she passed her the transporter from the door "He peed....and this one pooped." 

 

"Oh god" 

 

"What is it with crapping in the car?" She said dumping the third transporter in the hallway "And that's the food mum and dad sent. Also, its fucking freezing outside" 

 

"Blimey, thanks for doing that...My uncle's still here" Alex said excited. 

 

"Really?" 

 

"Come" she tugged her hand pulling her across. 

 

"Hi there" he got up. 

 

"Hi....Sorry about the shit talk" she said shaking his hand "Yaz, nice to meet you.” 

 

"Tyler, nice to meet you Yaz. That's alright, mine shit as soon I get down to the green."

 

"Oh, it's horrid honest" she laughed. 

 

"I was just saying to Alex how I was hoping to meet you." 

 

"Same here, thank you so much for sorting out the cat flap for us....and all the other stuff." 

 

"Don't worry about it. Just don’t let them in the kitchen yet cause at the moment you have one big hole in the door." 

 

"Alright, no worries" 

 

"I'll let them out upstairs Yazee" Alex grabbed two transporters. 

 

"I think they might need some water."

 

"Sure" she yelled from upstairs and Yaz followed her uncle into the kitchen. 

 

"Oh waaw, that looks great. They're gonna love that." 

 

"I haven't fixed it yet, just trying out how it fits. You lock it like this and unlock it like this." 

 

"Right, that's user friendly. I'm a bit worried about losing them though"

"They should be fine. But if you're worried you can have GPS trackers now"

"I saw those, I might actually get them. It's giving me anxiety letting them out. I'm used to having them indoors. I'm worried sick. So, did you move here like Alex?"

"Yes, but years ago when I got married. More work here."

"Makes sense."


"And you Yaz, you're local around here?"

"Oh yeah, my family came here years ago. My sister and I were both born here"

"That's nice, see it must have been a destiny for you two to meet" he smiled

"It must have been, cause god know it wasn't serving me before" she laughed.

 

“Alex tells me you’re a digital designer?”

 

“Yap, I mostly design logos and websites and sort of make people visual for the brand.”

 

“Right, would you be able to make interiors?”

 

“I suppose so, why? Do you need some help?”

 

“Well, I spoke with Alex and, to be honest, times have changed, and I do feel like its running me over a bit. People do like to see what something is gonna look like and some people need a little help with ideas. Is this something you would be interested in doing? We could help each other out. It would be great for my business and some good extra money for you.”

 

“OMG yes absolutely…definitely I’d love to do that Thank you.”

 

“Well, deal then” he reached his arm out.

 

“Deal” she shook his hand excitedly.

 

“We can talk more after Christmas I’ve got few projects coming up and my website will also need some work.”

 

“No problem…waaaw…. thank you.”

 

“I’ll be thanking you soon. I can’t keep up with all the new technology its making my brain melt”


....


Sunday flew by and before they knew it was already dark outside. Cold weather brought the first light snowflakes. It was beautiful to look at, although they both knew it would be gone by the morning. The cats finally relaxed, circling Alex's legs while she was preparing dinner. In the meantime, Yaz was putting the last of the decorations on the Christmas tree. She felt a bit down and depressed about Alex having to work on Monday. She knew it was completely unreasonable, but her mind didn't seem to get the memo. She finished decorating and switched on the lights.

"Waaaaw" Alex beamed from the kitchen "Look at that...OMG Yazee that's so pretty"

"It's stunning "

The little tree was right next to the fireplace and its golden lights reflected on the patio door. Yaz placed the candles on the coffee table and the snowy owl beside them. The new rug she had chosen arrived on Friday and was now on the floor giving the entire living room a warm and cozy feel. With all things now unpacked, the house finally felt like home.

She sat on the floor, crossed her legs taking it all in. She never had a Christmas tree and didn't realize how pretty they could be. It now meant something to her as well, a part of their timeline as Alex would say.

 

"Look, this owl is my favorite, so cute" she pointed

"I just love everything about it" Alex chirped behind her looking at every detail. She glanced down at Yaz and saw her quickly wiping a tear from her face.

Alex felt her heart jump inside her chest and ran her palm down Yaz's cheek “Hey sweet pea”

"I'm turning into a mushy mess" Yaz looked up at her with glistening eyes

"It's ok, I won't tell anyone" Alex laughed and kissed her lips gently, then sat on the floor behind her, reaching for her hands and lacing their fingers together as she wrapped her arms tightly around her.
It was pleasant and comforting as she wanted to cry herself overwhelmed with emotions and rubbed her face against Yaz's shoulder. She breathed in her scent and hid her face in her neck

"Love you" Yaz whispered tightening her fingers

"Love you too my sweet pea" Alex said kissing her neck.


....