Yaz did wait till late but in the end she fell asleep. Doctor stumbling around the room woke her up.

"Hey...I knew you won't keep your promise" she complained still half asleep

"I'm sorry, I'm horrible...I know...nightmare first class" she giggles crawling into bed

Yaz turned on her back and opened her arms "Cuddle?"

Doctor laid on top of her and Yaz automatically put her legs around her squeezing the life out her

"No need to lock me in...not going anywhere now?" she laughs and kisses her shortly

"I never know...just in case you get some ideas" she moves her hair from her face and cups it with her hands "Love ya...missed ya" she giggles showing her cute dimples

"I missed you too...aaaah what a day...But good news is...we will repair the ship. Not much wrong really but they didn't have the right parts"

"Nah...I bet it's really complicated and I just have a smart wife" she continues to giggle playing with a hair at the back of her neck

"Well...you do have a smart wife" Doctor pulls her smug look

"I know... and sexy and beautiful...I have a whole package going on here"

"Mmm" she makes a sour face "not sure about that part...but I'll take smart"

Yaz started tracing her fingers down her spine all the way to her waist, kissing her gently "I disagree...strongly..." she says between kisses and rolls her on her back sitting on her.
She closes her eyes and tilts her head back as Doctors hands are running down her breast and her stomach. She reaches out for them intertwining their fingers together and slumps herself down tracing kisses down Doctors neck holding her pinned to the mattress.

Doctor went into her usual daze closing her eyes like in a dream. Yaz loved how calm she would become, how settled and soft. She slowly let her hands go and lowered herself down her beautiful body kissing every inch of her, sliding her fingers down the curves of hips and kissing them softly. She would kiss her slowly always taking her time, sometimes still not believing she is truly hers for taking.

Doctor reached for her hand pulling her in for another kiss,  kissing her hard and passionate.
Yaz kept tracing her hand between her thighs slowly and gently just slightly with tips of her fingers going up to her soft stomach and then back down again enjoining how she curved herself each time following her hand.
Doctor tucked her head on her neck trying desperately to smother her moans into her skin but she couldn't take it anymore she pulled back, her cheeks were flushed and her eyes half open, she ran her thumb over Yaz's lips breathing deeply.

"Stop this...I can't" she barely managed to speak

Yaz smiled and slumped herself down wedging herself between her thighs pulling her closer.
Doctor monad into the pillow and wrapping herself around her feeling her toung running the inside of her thighs.
She reached for Yaz's hand intertwining their fingers together and let her herself fly off. Yaz lied her head on her stomach feeling her trembling and breathing heavily, her skin still warm underneath her palms as she was tracing her fingers over her hips gently, sometimes for moments still not believing this is her life now.  She kept stroking her trembling leg, closing her eyes and enjoying in tingles her wife's glowing haze always gave her.

Doctor opened up her eyes still in heavy and in a daze and started stroking Yaz's hair. "Hey beautiful...Come here...kiss me" she said with tiered voice smiling at her

Yaz pulled herself up. Doctor kissed so gently as if she's made out of glass. She lied in her arms as she gently traced her fingers down her back. She was sleepy herself  and her eyes just half opened.

"I really love you...I love you more than anything in this universe...Do you know that?...because iff you don't you should"

Yaz starts crying...her tears started rolling like big crystals falling down her cheeks to Doctor chest.

"Yaz!...Yaz what's wrong? Are you crying?" Doctor woke up in a second

"Mmmm" Yaz murmured into her chest

Doctor put her finger under her chin lifting her head up "Hey...look at me..." Yaz met her gaze with eyes filled with tears

Doctor stood up sitting herself upright "Yaz what's wrong?"

Yaz sat up, looking down at the sheets, her tears falling down dropping on the cotton fabric. Her soul was tearing apart inside. She felt like life is being pushed out of her.

"Yaz please speak to me...look at me" she cups her face and brings her gaze to meet her eyes "What's wrong...did something happen?...Did I say something...Do something?"

"I don't want to lose you!!!" Yaz barely managed to utter the words and broke down sobbing..."I can't...I will not live without you"

Doctor closed her eyes and pulled her in, squeezing her tight in her arms. "You won't...hey, hey...sssshhhh...calm down beautiful...you won't lose me"

"I will...i know I will...this is why you brought us here...isn't it?" her tears kept rolling down like heavy rain

Hey hey...come here.." she pulled her in practically lifting her of the bed letting her wrap herself around her squeezing her with her legs crying into her neck

Doctor pulls her away and cups her face "I will turn the universe upside down before leaving you...Do you understand that...I will freeze us here for another 100 years if I have to Yaz...do you understand that?...Do you?"

Yaz was gasping for air...her whole body is shaking

"Please" she gasps through the tears

"Please even if you regenerate...please don't leave me...please...I'd still love you no matter what face you have...please promise...please" she's barely speaking crying so much she feels physically ill

"I won't ok...I won't...we will figure it out ok...please stop crying...I promise we'll figure it out ok" she pulls her in squeezing her tight running fingers through her hair and down her back letting her cry it out wrapped up around her like a part of her.

"Shhhhhh...come on...just calm down beautiful...please. I really love you...I would never leave you Yaz, I'd die myself without you" she can feel Yaz's hands and legs around her so tight like she will squeeze the life out of her

Yaz finally started calming down in her arms.

"Yaz darling....I'll regenerate iff you don't stop squeezing me so much"

Yaz laughed quietly still not letting her go.

"I love you" Doctor says quietly almost whispering "You need to sleep, it's late...come on" she pushes her to lie down snuggling herself behind her under the covers.

Yaz calmed down utterly exhausted feeling Doctors hand cuddling her stomach gently under the covers. It's something she always did to make her sleep. Yaz snuggles herself in even more "Please don't leave tonight"

"No chance...not happening...just sleep now. I adore you" she kisses her shoulder and pulled her in as close as she possibly could

Yaz fell asleep in her arms and to her surprise when she woke up in a morning Doctors hand was still around her resting on her tummy. She slowly turned around and met her sleepy eyes

"Morning love" she smiles

Doctor smiles back at her still sleepy "Hey beautiful. Feeling better?" she pulls her in under the covers so close tips of their noses are touching

"Mmmm" Yaz smiles "I am like this, when you cuddle me"

"You're giving me those head wonks when you smile like that"

"Like what?" she giggles

"Like this cute with those dimples in your cheeks" she kisses her shortly "And we need to get up now before my head wonk gets bigger"

"But I want you to kiss me" Yaz giggles 

"Oh please don't do that"

"All over" she giggles more and kisses her

"Stop it...Yaaaz"

She kisses her again and giggles.

Doctor looks at seriously and reaches with her hand under the covers

"Where you want me to kiss you?" she asks making a smug face brushing her lips on hers "is it there?" she whispers

Yaz closed her eyes and moans. Her face blushed in a second

"Mmmm" she murmured incoherent

"I don't understand Yaz...You need to be clearer...Is it here?"

Doctor smirked and continued what she's doing under the covers. Yaz wanted to say something, but she couldn't get her words out anymore

"What was that Yaz??" she smiles but Yaz is gone "Yah...I think I got the right spot" she presses her lips on hers